I’m *so angry* about how much pain I’m in rn and how there’s nothing I can do about it and even if I see the doctor (which I can’t until at least Monday at the most optimistic, and if I can’t go on Monday I basically can’t go at all) that will undoubtedly result in more pain and possibly having to not go to work, which I wouldn’t mind if I wasn’t my only employee. It’s not just the money lost from not opening the shop I’m worried about – lbr I’m not taking hundreds every day – but it’s the lack of continuity and confusion it causes to customers/passers by, who’ll inevitably think I’m never coming back. 

Fucksake. Human bodies are fucking shit.