Tfw you know you need to urgently drink some water cos your heart rhythm is going nuts, but you’re still feeling a bit nauseous from a mystery malaise and cold water is the last thing you want in your stomach… This is how bad my emetophobia is, it’s like “Well at least if I died I wouldn’t be sick ever again” :|b

That said I’ve had this vague illness for about two days now and I’m better than I was yesterday so it’d be pretty weird to start throwing up at this stage I reckon. Fingers crossed anyway :X