Unpleasant medical test now scheduled for 2 weeks from now  -_- Should’ve been done by last week but my initial referral never made it to the hospital – oh well, 2 weeks late isn’t too bad. BUT I have to stop taking my medication from tomorrow so it’s going to be a horrible horrible 2 weeks. I’ve kind of got used to the idea that the test won’t show anything too bad, as it’s very unlikely, but every so often i think – what if it does? I better prepare myself! Because then even if it doesn’t show anything serious, I’ll be extra-relieved. BUT even if it doesn’t show anything serious, I’m back to square one with no idea what’s wrong. 

Oh well, if I can deal with electrodes in my heart for an hour, I can deal with this. And I keep remembering that after that procedure, just knowing there was (apparently) nothing (seriously) wrong made me feel a lot better at least. I mean I still don’t entirely trust it but feeling better is most of what they aim for, I suppose. It’s not that bad an aim, I guess.