Bit concerned that my wanderlust is getting out of control again. I thought I’d exhausted my yearning to travel but even after just being away in Oxfordshire for a week I’m like, I just want to go off and see stuff! I really want to go back to Japan (while @everydayfandom is still there) and that’s making me want to go to Suzuka, but that would mean I’d have to go this year… I miss freedom lol. Sometimes I think I’d like to go back and try to get my PhD again, but what I really want is the PhD lifestyle >.> 

On top of that a bunch of stuff in life is low-key worrying me rn and I’m def the sort of person to just check out, get on a plane and be like, see you in a bit. <.< Can’t even really escape in fandom cos that’s worrying rn as well -_- But I’ll give it a go anyway I guess, I’ve enough fics on the go, if I can actually make myself work on any of themmmm argh kill me