Specifically looking sounds awful, especially in the age of tinder! I’ve always been friends first. And hookups sound dreadful, though I might feel differently if I were better looking and didn’t need vibrating assistance, lol

I guess casual sex works for some people but I know 100% I couldn’t get it up (as it were) for some random, even if he was good-looking and a decent guy. Physically wouldn’t happen! Just can’t imagine longing for “human” “companionship” enough that I’d be willing to brave a dating app, lol. I’d be happier alone!