I’m so mad! I think I was exposed to vomit in a toilet in a restaurant tonight and not only did I flush the toilet, thus possibly aerosolising any viruses present, I even opened my mouth and spoke to myself as I did it, thus giving those viruses ready access to my body! What a fucking idiot. Now I get to wait anxiously over the next 12-48 hours to see what consequences I might face. It wouldn’t be so bad if I was just going to be at home, because at least I could be vigilant and prepared (and not eat anything), but I’m planning to go out both today and tomorrow. At least with norovirus you do get some warning, but UGH I don’t want to miss the things I have planned, I def don’t want to be sick, and I ESPECIALLY don’t want to get ill *while I’m at a thing* because that is literally my worst nightmare, even more than being sick in and of itself.
AAAAARRRRGGGGGH. I literally won’t think of *anything* else for any waking moment until either Tuesday, or I’m saying “I told you so”. ¬____¬