I’m in an intermittent war with myself over reading fics that are long and well-written but which contain loads of themes that really bother me. Like should I just stop being a baby and read them because I might not find better, or should I listen to the part of me that knows I’ll just end up unsettled and frustrated just for the sake of some good smut that will probably turn disturbing in some way anyway? Fanfic reading shouldn’t be this much of a dilemma lol