Massa and Smedley: Memories of a Special F1 Partnership
Things that killed me the most:
– the pure fondness and affection in the way Rob looks at Felipe, throughout – THE END just fuck me up – just the complete genuineness and honesty when they talk about working together and staying friends – it must be so tough to stay close for all this time, after everything that’s happened, in an environment like f1. It’s so rare to see that at the top of sport and I’m so happy they got that.
Bonus for: – “life has changed a bit since 2006” (choosing to read into that in my own way 😏)
I’m full of rolipe feelings and have nowhere to put them 😭😭😭 *rolls around*
me: *displays affection by giving you links to posts i think are relevant to your interests*
;___; I’m sure it’s just a passing thing and you just feel bad because you’re ill. *throws many Good Feelings at you*
Thank you, I really appreciate that <33333 I guess everything over the past week or so hasn’t been the best for emotional stability anyway lol so maybe this tipped me over the edge D: I need to regain some firm ground for next weekend though or idek DX
Me, imagining a scene in my head: beautiful poetic prose that gracefully and artfully describes the scene in vivid detail, giving the reader concise imagery and beautiful wordplay to ruminate on.
Me, actually writing: The angry man throwed his chair through the window angrily and bigly. “I’m angry and pissed off.” He said because he was mad.
Idk what happened but since I got sick the other day I’ve just fallen into a horrible hole of despair where I feel like every single thing I’ve ever done or said in my life was just wrong and stupid and inappropriate and why can’t I just function like a normal human being and then maybe I’d be able to achieve things like others do? And by “achieve” I mean things that are valuable to me, like maintaining friendships, and being a good fan, both of which feel entirely outside my grasp rn.
Idk whether I’m glad I have another day off work tomorrow, or whether I wish I had something to divert my attention. Everything in my brain feels upside down and idk how to get it the right way up again. I’m dreading everything, especially next weekend. How tf am I going to deal with that, feeling like this? I hope this is just some post-viral shit or something cos I’ve not felt this bad in 10 years :
I finally found it!! I started browsing through my unnamed Eito audio files (extracted from my now broken iPod classic) because I’m looking for this song!!
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