Ugh lately I’ve been feeling like such a failure of a person. I just can’t, like, make connections with ~normal people?? When I’m interacting with members of the public and acquaintances I feel like I’m playing a role and doing really badly at it. I can’t seem to engage people I’d actually like to be friends with, and I just feel like a robot when I’m trying to make conversation with people I see every day at work etc. I only feel comfortable communicating with other fellow fangirls/geeks/general weirdoes* on the internet. Where I can’t see their reactions and it’s easier for them to politely humour me ;(

*And even then I’m not really geeky/weird enough, and too fangirly. Ugh just let me live in a cave where I don’t have to see people and be constantly reminded of my failure