Author: suchasinistergame

Current fic to-do list

– WIPs: zombies (nearing completion, I think), road trip (four more parts to go), Slow Down (yeah thanks for messing the latter up two-thirds through posting Felipe with your SURPRISE BITCHES maybe-comeback tease that’s ruined my motivation for it lol), sex worker AU (hardly even properly started but it’s already nearly 10k words long)
– AU where one of them is a delinquent and the other is a good boy but I can’t decide who should be which (was going to be would-be bad boy with a heart of gold Felipe and smart college boy Rob BUT bad boy Rob and struggling-to-pass-his-exams Felipe is also appealing)
– Five times Rolipe tried to ~spice things up~ in the bedroom and just ended up failing/laughing at each other [and realising that’s what they like best anyway] (spanking/toys/filming/??)
– NEW: AU where Felipe gets Dudu to help him chat up the attractive English stranger because his English is better than Felipe’s
– EVEN MORE NEW: Earthly Delights sequel where they meet up in London 5 years later (FFS WHERE DID THIS COME FROM)

I’m sure there’s plenty more I’m forgetting, esp. AUs :/a I thought I was going to need them next year in the pursuit of escapism to fill the gaping void of reality, BUT NOW WHO KNOWS

I confess, I’m so ready for Felipe pulling this surprise bitches career-Lazarus move and coming back next year after all. I keep imagining it and just chuckling to myself with glee. But ofc that means if it doesn’t happen after all this I’m going to be 10 times more devved than I was when he announced his retirement in the first place lol. 

I can’t believe myself, last night i re read a bit of an old fic cos i wanted to check a certain line, now I’m thinking “hmm… How about a sequel? 🤔”

Too many fic ideas, too little brain power to make them work.

Working a Christmas event and it’s so tedious, i didn’t mind the one last night being tedious cos i got paid anyway but this one is normal retail style so i only get paid if people buy stuff. Which they aren’t doing. I want to leave and tbh no one can stop me but I’ll look like a quitter. Which i am, but i feel like i should stay till the end which is at least an hour and a half away. Kill meeeee 😑🔫 (at least the DJ is a lot better than the usual one tho, he’s gone from s club 7 and the spice girls through to rage against the machine, and he only plays the first verse of every Christmas song he puts on. Hope they bring this guy back next time)

I’m so annoyed that, with all this talk about Felipe possibly un-retiring for next year after all, I can’t finish my retirement fic XD I mean it’s meant to be set at a time before all this confusion arose anyway, but still, my heart just isn’t in it? I don’t feel like putting a lot of effort into a super-emotional finish when it might all be undone! I feel like it just won’t have the same impact lol. 

I had the single thought “I feel like dudu is better at English than Felipe” and i immediately got an au idea where Felipe forces his reluctant brother to help him chat up an attractive English guy who speaks no Portuguese.

Good to know the ideas generating part of my brain is still in full working order, even if the words generating part is in more dubious condition